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Well 2020 - its a whole new year and I'm taking the next step in a journey that's in it's fifth year to finally work out who I am, where I fit in the world, and where I'm going ... other than being
so and so's daughter
so and so's wife
so and so's mum
I'm still someone's daughter, technically I'm still married (until I can afford the divorce), and I'll always be a mum - but for 30 years, actually longer I didn't register or exist as anything ...
Well 2020 - its a whole new year and I'm taking the next step in a journey that's in it's fifth year to finally work out who I am, where I fit in the world, and where I'm going ... other than being
so and so's daughter
so and so's wife
so and so's mum
I'm still someone's daughter, technically I'm still married (until I can afford the divorce), and I'll always be a mum - but for 30 years, actually longer I didn't register or exist as anything other than in relation to someone else - and when the marriage from hell ended and the kids all grew up and moved out ... I was lost, and I'm happy to report I'm finding ME a little more every day
UPDATED FROM SEPTEMBER 2020
So I am still working on finding ME but apparently the universe has decided I don't need to be lonely and lost to keep looking and learning and out of the blue I found love ...
Clare - age 46 and still only at the beginning of a whole new life, embracing a fresh start in a new town, with a new man, with a whole new extended family and I cannot remember ever feeling happier or more myself EVER
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To face the next phase of my life with courage
Weight loss will not be easy but better living will begin with the basics.
My Program:
I hope to improve my life by sticking to some basic rules
1) Consider who I am and who I want to be FIRST
2) Remember I am not alone
3) Be honest with myself
4) Don't worry about the future focus on today
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Clare, 46 years old from
Whitianga, on the beautiful Coromandel Peninsular, New Zealand
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Addicted to gardening, smiling, arty projects and attempting to write a book or ten
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Well 2020 - its a whole new year and I'm taking the next step in a journey that's in it's fifth year to finally work out who I am, where I fit in the world, and where I'm going ... other than being so and so's daughter so and so's wife so and so's mum I'm still someone's daughter, technically I'm still married (until I can afford the divorce), and I'll always be a mum - but for 30 years, actually longer I didn't register or exist as anything other than in relation to someone else - and when the marriage from hell ended and the kids all grew up and moved out ... I was lost, and I'm happy to report I'm finding ME a little more every day UPDATED FROM SEPTEMBER 2020 So I am still working on finding ME but apparently the universe has decided I don't need to be lonely and lost to keep looking and learning and out of the blue I found love ... Clare - age 46 and still only at the beginning of a whole new life, embracing a fresh start in a new town, with a new man, with a whole new extended family and I cannot remember ever feeling happier or more myself EVER
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My Goals:
To face the next phase of my life with courage Weight loss will not be easy but better living will begin with the basics.
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I hope to improve my life by sticking to some basic rules 1) Consider who I am and who I want to be FIRST 2) Remember I am not alone 3) Be honest with myself 4) Don't worry about the future focus on today
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Clare, 46 years old from Whitianga, on the beautiful Coromandel Peninsular, New Zealand
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Addicted to gardening, smiling, arty projects and attempting to write a book or ten
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