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Introduction Text Who I am... I'm a 37 year old mom and wife. I live in Michigan about 2 minutes from Lake Michigan and all the beautiful beaches there, and have yet to visit one this summer. I don't remember my name, it's either Momma, or hey what's for dinner? or hey where's the clean socks? or, well you get the idea. I was heavy as a teenager and that lasted into my 20's when I found a fabulous doctor that actually helped me get healthy and thin and let me tell you I was frickin HOT!! does that sound conceited? well it's true. I looked good, I had energy, I was proud of what I had accomplished and it showed not only in the way I looked but in the way I treated others. I was a good person and I met the love of my life! Then something happened that was never supposed to happen. I got pregnant. I was told by 4 different doctors that it would never happen for me and well it did.. It was not an easy pregnancy, thankfully I can say that I did not suffer with morning sickness at all, I was blessed in that aspect but, I do believe I gained 10 pounds the night I conceived and it just didn't stop. at 4 months pregnant when many women are just beginning to show people thought I was already at 9 months. By the 6month mark we were sure that it was twins but the second one was hiding, and when I was in labor I was sure I was giving birth to a 3 year old. I gained 104 pounds during that time and my son is now 7. Since giving birth to him I've gained another 40 pounds. Now let me tell you he is worth every ounce I put on but it's time to start coming off!!!! I can't stand to look at my self in the mirror. I do NOT own a bathing suit and the thought of putting one on honestly gives me nightmares. Paul has seen me at my best and has stuck with me through thick and thicker. I know that he loves me and he supports me. He doesn't hate what I have turned into like some men do to women. ( my ex being a prime example lol) There are no hurtful words or disgusted looks but at the same time I'm sure he would love to have the old me back...as would I. So that's who and where I am, starting a journey to find me again. I know she's here hiding somewhere I've just gotta pull her out.

I don't have a specific goal weight in mind. What I do have is the outfit I was wearing when I met Paul. That is my goal...To get back into that.





My favorite colors are Purple Teal Red Black Silver. My Favorite Actors are: Edward Norton Vin Diesel Johnny Depp Angelina Jolie Sandra Bullock.

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