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Introduction Text Well....i am having to start all over again.. am up to right at 230! My highest weight ever! I have had three surgeries in the past 4 years...maybe 5. I can't count...and now I have two "slipped discs." Hopefully, I will not need another surgery. I am starting all over again...but this time I do have motivation....I am feeling stronger willed than I have in a long time. The body might be weak...but really it is the will that keeps us going anyway. I am beginning to feel more compassion towards myself....starting to finally love myself to any degree. I am lucky...because I have a lot of good friends here on Sparkpeople and also on www.schizophrenia.com that are very supportive of me.

My goal is to eventually get down to 125. And then I would like to stay between 125 and 130. I weighed around 127 in high school when I wasn't dieting and around 117 when I was dieting. But overall, I am looking at this as a lifestyle change, not a diet.

I am eating around 1,200- 1,600 calories a day. I actually lose weight more when I eat around 1,600 calories. I guess my body goes into starvation mode a little early. I enjoy yoga and try to do yoga every day. I try to do two hours of yoga every day. (Although this week has been a bad week for yoga...husband wanted the house cleaned instead..lol)





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