Monday, May 26, 2008
So, I finally opened my eyes and realized what I really was...An emotional eater...thats right, I finally said it...My best friend has always been there to motivate me and try to keep me on track with what I am eating and when I am exercising...however, I am a cheater...
These past couple of weeks I decided that I was going to keep a food diary, and it worked for the most part, but I got lazy and did not feel like writing in it everyday...and lets face it, calorie counting is not fun..
But I also realized that I am an emotional eater, when I am upset or mad, I eat and I eat anything...I always get a craving for something and I will keep trying little bits of everything until I find out what I was craving...when I am bored, I eat...Im not ever hungry most of the time..
I guess I just need to find somethings to do when I feel bored or upset or angry...rather than eating...I always want to jsut get up and walk around our rather small town, but the only thing is, my house is in the middle of all these dangerous roads that people should not be walking on because of the hills and crazy drivers and i feel I should not have to get in my car to drive 2 seconds just so I can go on a leisurly walk...Am I pathetic?