Not Given Up

I'm not given up & sometimes I believe ppl think that cause of my depression that I am.

If you truly suffer from true depression n cant afford your meds you go through some changes. You can't control how you feel. Yes at times I can control what I do after the attack subsides. YES they are attacks just like panic attacks n they usually are linked.

I've learned to deal with the aftermath n to get back on track usually quick, not this time though. But today is a good day n I can make sense of most of my thoughts.

So I'm not given up I'm just dealing with things in away that works for me. That's why I like to write to get out n since blogging is something for me to do on sparks, y not just put them together n I can deal with 2 things @ 1 time.