Haven't logged on in 229 days...

It's hard. It really is, it's hard to log on every day and track and keep up. I sometimes feel like I'm spending to much time thinking about and writing about trying to lose weight, that I don't actually lose any!
When I logged on today, my tracker told me it's been 229 days since I've logged on. Wow. Doesn't feel like it, time sure can fly. I feel like I've failed. 229 days ago I weighed 209 lbs, I was less than 10 lbs away from 200, I've never weighed 200 lbs in my adult life! I don't know what happened, a breakup, family problems, job stress, I just reverted back. Maybe I felt I was doing to awesome I figured I could eat whatever again and be ok.
I was wrong, I weigh 230 lbs today. I can't be to sad, that's still less than when I started the weight loss journey at 252 lbs, my heaviest. So here I am again, hoping to get back to 209 and below!


Me VERY recently, went to New Orleans for Mother's Day! My 'all dressed up' outfit.