Can't Get Pass 238lbs!!!
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I've gotten to this dead end and really have gotten frustrated with myself!! I started the year off with a challenge that allowed me to feel good about myself for a moment!! I started out at 254.3 and when the challenge ended I was 236lbs!! Pretty good for myself!! I felt good and believed that I could do this!!! Well needless to say when any challenge ends with me I tend to slack alittle BUT I didn't and tried not to go back to were I started!! So I'm happy with that cause the old me would have put that and then some back on!! But vacation is coming and once again I said I'm not going away fat!!! Well, guess what?? Looks like I am!! I haven't made any major changes in my diet but I have made changes!!! So, I'm writing all of this down so that I can come back later look this over and say to myself, "glad I wrote this down cause I needed this"!! This was the day(June 22nd) when things started changing for me!! So, in other words...when I read this again, I'll be weighing less then 238lbs!!:) I'm not giving up!! But sometimes I need a reminder!!!