Pacing back and forth!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
I am reliving the hardest part of this journey like the movie "Groundhogs Day". It is time to move on. I am standing at a big door. I know that once I walk in there will be no coming back here. I know that I want to walk in. But I am not sure what will be familiar in there. I don't know if I will like it in there. Hope I will. There are good things in there. I will find excellent blood sugar control, cute clothes, lots of energy, tasty food that is healthy and peace of mind. But, I keep standing in the doorway and then backing out and going back to the doorway.
It is time to walk through.
AT the risk of sounding like a mental patient today I am going to treat myself how I would a diabetic guest. I would offer the best foods for the condition that I have to offer. I will see how the experiment goes.
Make it a great one.