WTF is wrong with me?!--Bad weekend

Monday, August 30, 2010

Ugh. This weekend was horrible. I didn't lose any weight. I GAINED weight. I OVERATE on CRAPPY food. I didn't workout..It was HORRIBLE, and who's the blame??? ME!
I AM(grammatically correct)! emoticon

I can't quite figure out what's going on with me right now. I feel like I may be depressed, but I don't know why I would be. There's nothing significant, that I can think of, that would trigger these feelings. I could be tired and stressed out, but over what? I'm not sure, but I really need to get my butt up and do SOMETHING about this weight before it gets too out of hand and I end up where I started last year. I just don't know HOW in the WORLD I let myself go through this again. I feel like OPRAH when she regained her weight and she said, "I can't believe I'm still talking about this." Even after I have learned so much about the right/healthy way to be fit and healthy, I just BLEW it and now I have to find the motivation from some invisible place to keep going. I just want to be happy again like I was last year..I want to be confident and comfortable in my clothes and with myself. HOW COULD I LET THIS HAPPEN?

I know this blog may sound like a bunch of senseless babble, but I promise it makes sense(maybe only in my mind). There is some reason in all the madness. This week is a new week, and hopefully, I'll be able to find a new attitude along with it. emoticon
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    They are called fitness demons(subconscious mind) trying to destroy your success.. Maybe just maybe you have a hormonal imbalance.. A simple test could set you free..Good luck on recapturing your spirit...SuperMitch emoticon
    3793 days ago
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    relax!! siempre hay semanas mejores que otras!
    recuerda que hoy es un dia nuevo para hacer las cosas mejor que ayer!

    asi que ANIMO! y comienza hoy con la expectativa de hacerlas mejor!!
    3798 days ago
    It's nice to hear that others go through the same thing. I was stuck at 207 for 3 wks and that's when I usually give up and say F it, F it all, nevermind apparently I can't do this. But I am so glad I hung in there 1 more week and figured what I needed to out because this past week I finally did it, I got over my hump and lost.
    Just remember we all feel like this on occasion, the important thing is to recognize the feelings deal with them and keep your head up and your motivation strong! emoticon
    3799 days ago
    Oh my gosh I know just how you feel... I don't know what my problem is and why I just can't seem to get out of my own way! I just feel stagnant... I have gained weight and feel horrible on the inside and out. I come to this site everyday and look at all the great things people are doing... I'm thankful this is a new week too. I feel the stress already.
    3799 days ago
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