On the last day.......

Friday, December 31, 2010

Of this year I sit and reflect, not of events but of another time. My entire life I have kept a journal- of hopes, dreams,ups and downs- to show life might be awful today but so full tomorrow. That hope and joy would always come back. And come back it did until two years ago. Now I have to face hard truths that so many doors have closed for me for the last time. I'll never have my own couture business, never own my own home, never get to fall in love with my goth prince. So for two years I've written nothing. But I know I must pull deep from inside- to encourage others,to help where I can , to continue to fight this cancer. Because even if my plans are done , there are so many others who depend on me to be there to help make their wishes, hopes, dreams and goals a reality!! My resolution- to write again to keep perspective, lest I ever think my life, no matter how small it's gotten, doesn't matter!
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  • WRWW13
    Forever Friend of my heart, You do make a tremendous difference in so many lives!!!! I am one of them! I don't know how I would make it without U!!!!! U are an awesome inspiration to all that are lucky enough 2 know you!!!! I don't know how I would face my own medical problems without your support. You mean the world to so many!!!! Hang in there Chica!!!! Some doors may be only temporarily closed and there are others that will open. Don't give up on your dreams they may still happen. We never know what may happen. U have been a blessing in my life beyond my wildest imagination! U have enriched my life forever!!!! Sending you much luv and tons of huggsss!!!!!! When I run across that prince I will give him a kick in the ass and send him your way. He tarries too long. emoticon emoticon emoticon
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