Back to SparkPeople and my Wonderful SparkFriends.

In the nearly five months since I've been AWOL from SparkPeople, I have found that I have really missed my SparkFriends. A gigantic home renovation project took me away from my friends and from the program. The fireplace is finally finished and I have gotten my house back. The fireplace looks great, but I am afraid I can't say the same about me.



The good news is, I am back to working out again! Of the 20 pounds I lost before, I've put 14 back on and I am pretty disgusted with myself. I am feeling like a stuffed sausage and I don't like it one little bit. I force myself to wear my tight clothes so they are uncomfortable. I haven't quite gotten into the hang of eating like I should yet, but I am working on it. Every day is a new day and I refuse to go back to my old self.