Feeling a bit closer to my best self.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Yesterday I was feeling awful. I did not want to do anything or really continue on my journey to better healthy and better self.
I was hoping to a bit of cleaning and then some quilting. Well, my kids slept in and I kind of wanted to sit at the computer and play video games or some other nothing kind of activity. Well, instead I started cleaning in my room. All kinds of stuff had been dumped in there. To go through later. Well I started sorting and then some how ended up cleaning my closet and folding unfolded laundry that had just been thrown in there.
I have a small pile of baggy pants that I am getting rid of. Shirts that are too big too. I am not sure I like the new look completely. You can still tell I have weight to lose. But, my DH and my friend say that it looks better. So I guess I will trust them and wear better looking clothes. I asked my husband if I really should get rid of the baggy pants. His answer was of course I told you that about 6 months ago. I think he is exaggerating but, he has never said Why are you buying new clothes. That is just the voice in my head.
I am making good progress. Even if I am not perfect I am moving in the right direction. I like that I can do that. I am not off track I just took a detour.
I am noticing that the things I am avoiding doing are not as bad as I think that they are going to be. . . Just taking it a bit at a time. I can lose weight a bit at a time too. I hope.
Even if the journey seems so slow that I am not always sure I am moving.