Fighting my way out of the darkness

My day started with my head in a black cloud. I went to work pissy. I spent most of the day pissy and crying. Then Bridget came to my rescue. I told her how I wanted to just say screw it all and head to McDonalds for some greasy, disgusting failure food and she talked me down from the ledge. Then she told me to stop b*tching about not getting my strength training in and told me to just do it already! Then she texted me again to see if I'd done it. And just like that, I laughed for the first time all day. It was a nice change from all the crying and weepiness.

I did my strength training and texted her back. And when I got home, it took me from 7:30 till just before 11pm, but I got in 3 cardio videos. I do feel a lot better right now. At least for tonight, I know I'll go to bed with a little less dark around me. And I'm going to fight like hell to get completely out from under this cloud! I hate myself when I feel like this, and I know I'm no fun to be around either.

Thank you to everyone who commented and shared their support with me. Finally, some HAPPY tears today! Each and every one of you are important to me and I know there's no way I'd have made it as far as I have without each and every one of you. Thank you, my dear friends.

I'm fighting back! I WILL make it through this! And if I snap at anyone, let me apologize in advance. lol I still love you!

Again, thank you. I'll make it out of this sooner or later (I'm hoping for sooner).