10-26-2011

Walked 40 min

Again not much to say. Got my final medical clearance for my Gastric Bypass Surgery so hopefully but the end of November or first week of December I will be having my surgery. Besides that... I'm just missing my husband way more than usual and this time a week ago I was knocked out excited because I knew I was going to see my husband in the morning. Now I just feel like I'm missing him more than ever. This is new to me. I miss him all the time but this time its stronger. Maybe because it was our anniversaries? I mean this is my longest ongoing relationship, maybe its that. But I just felt so safe and at home in a motel room bored out of my mind knowing that I was only 4 miles away from my baby... I need to get on the ball cause I'm not liking this feeling.