Reflection

Well, it's almost father's Day... Can't say that I have any of those, but there are good men out there I would appreciate as my father... Happy Father's Day to the good men out There. And even though my boo is not a daddy, happy father's day to him too... Some of us get robbed of a good life, and well I want those of us to be happy, though it's hard. I am learning through this site that I have more fun working towards my calorie range more than anything. I like that I can track my food, and even if I have that Pepsi and Coffee every single day, I can get close to my calorie range. It is excruciating, for me to let go of things... Well, because I have lost so much. I am thankful for what I have though, but still. This is why I can't trash the sweets and junk I like so much. I do like to add good stuff into the mix, and hey I was exercising a lot when my boyfriend was around and about ten pounds lighter, but lacking in sleep. Life to me is slow and boring, but once in a while it seems to be full of excitement. I have fun working so hard. At least I found a niche where it satisfies me. And I can secretely pat myself on the back for a job well done. No too much more to say tonight. I might try and exercise this week. I will see...Cheers to all!