Thursday, July 25, 2013
Hes 6 weeks on monday and I just cant believe that. We had to reschedule my doctors appointment it rained here in texas for 8 days. 8 days full of rain.
It was amazing, then it sprinkled yesterday.
We have been preparing for school, my daughter was suppose to go to prek but we make over the income limit sadly so she will be home with me and we decided we would do prek at home, it shall be interesting.
My oldest is completely ready for 2nd grade and his birthday. I'm completely ready to swing back into everything.
I started running again a few days back. I'm up too 3/4th of a mile. By the time I was done with my 2 miles I was covered in sweat. I actually stripped down to my shorts and unwrapped my stomach right in front of my car it was like 10pm tho so yeah. I got home covered in yuck hair a wreck and all my husband could say was damn did you run it out? I just smiled..
We have been going back and forth to hurst a bunch, I have a few new friends with kids my kids age so we have been spending a bunch of time hanging out on certain days. I even played tag with the kids on Tuesday and was able to keep up with everyone! I'm slowly getting back into me.
Its hard though sadly. We have made some major life style changes, no i should explain that better HE has made some major life style changes. I am still doing what I did before I got pregnant which is great since its the same diet I had to follow with my gd. Which they did send me to do that test after having Noah and I passed :) Just like we thought I would, Moment Noah came out I could tell I could eat certain things again without getting sick. I could stomach sweet tea and not puke so yeah. Yay for no diabetes!
I'm still coming to terms with never having another child, with my heart issues, with everything else. I have been breastfeeding and its been amazing its that connection I always wanted. I love it.
Everything has been moving along, it hasnt been perfect but its working. I'm still struggling, mostly my struggle is over her and how its over. Losing your best friend is incredibly hard to cope with.