I haven't been doing so well, but I haven't given up
Thursday, July 24, 2014
There comes a time after trying and failing and trying and failing, that you look at yourself and decide "Do I give up and just be content in what I am or do I keep trying?" I had that moment and I know that I am not happy here. I can't be happy here. I won't be able to live the life I want or be the person I know I am if I stay this way. There is no contentedness here. So I say "Hell no! Keep trying!"
I decided I need to make this easy on myself. That I need to remove opportunities of excuses. So I decided that while it isn't the most wholesome diet, I am doing a Lean Cuisine plan. Basically I bought a bunch of prepackaged foods that are easy to track and easy to make. I know, I know... not the most economical or wholesome, but honestly being 300lbs isnt exactly wholesome.
So yesterday I headed to the grocery store and picked up enough food for a week and I am pretty positive about the whole thing. I do so much better on autopilot.
I plan on reporting back some good results next week.
Keep it simple...that is the motto of the week.