Trying to find the courage and strength to do this again -OR-still.
Friday, June 19, 2015
My 2015 has been difficult and a bit crazy.
My daughter has medical problems. I quit my job as a substitute classroom aide to be home again to care for her. she is making progress but it is slow going.
I have not been on a challenge team singe I hurt my finger and could no longer lift weights. i miss having a home on SP. My former team broke up. I miss those who I thought were my friends.
I decided to come back. Some have unfriended me. I thought we were friends. I will miss you. I am sad that our friendship did not survive my struggles.
I am struggling. I weigh the most I have weighted since 2001.
I am a bit depressed. I am diabetic and I love carb foods. i need to turn this around. I want to. I made a list of things that worked before. I hope they will work again.
I want to do this. I need to remind myself of that.