MAGA99
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Friday, October 16, 2015

I've had 2 somewhat decent days this week.

I'm trying it's just so hard and i know I have my spark ppl here; but some days just getting on the comp seems to do b such a burden

I hate myself when I'm like this:
weak
pathetic

I really wish that there was a way to just snap out of this
All I want to do is sleep and eat

But I'm trying to crochet a little each day; after its for my granddaughter( I'm making ALL 5 of them ponchos)

may God help us all
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  • MAMALOU1942
    emoticon to you.
    1865 days ago
  • DAISY443
    You are not weak or pathetic. Nor can you snap out of it. You are doing what you need to get healthy. TRYING! That is the answer. Just think how happy your grandchildren will be with their ponchos. Hugs!
    1865 days ago
  • PATTI_PAL1
    That's the way! Maybe you'll want to do what I do...I put my crafts (spinning, weaving, tatting, playing piano, etc.) on my "Other Goals" list and put down a goal of 2X a week. That way I remember to do them, AND I can get a few SparkPoints as well. It helps me get going on the other SparkGoals as well.

    Focus on what you are doing right...you are crocheting and infusing love into those ponchos for your granddaughters. That's REMARKABLE! Send some of that love toward yourself as you are doing it.

    You are worth it!
    1865 days ago
  • KGON612
    Hang in there!
    1866 days ago
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