Crazy day but I won today
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
So today was hard. I wasn't prepared for a trip out of town to get groceries.I went with my sister and I left my water bottle at home normally in the past we eat out grab pop, coffee etc. I resisted the Pepsi went to a store grabbed a water and herbal tea. I didn't eat but grabbed snack like healthier choices and ate after a few hours of shopping. I was moody and hungry...but I resisted. I want this so bad!!!! Then my kids wanted to go out and they picked the restaurant. I was proud of myself that I ordered a meal that I could eat. Boston Pizza....like seriously! Pasta and cheese are my weakness!!!! But I resisted. I knew I had lots of calories left that I could make a choice of meat. So I had the steak and shared a bit with the girls and passed on the mashed potatoes instead I had a side salad. I ditched the garlic toast, the croutons and ate the side of veggies. Today was sooooo hard but I was sucessful. It really is about how bad I want this, I am the only person in control of me and my choices.