Ugh! 5lb gain!!!
Saturday, December 17, 2016
Trying not to let that stupid number defeat me. I had a bad couple of days. Emotional garbage and being rushed and....and any excuse will do truthfully. If there is a way I can find a lame excuse. Excuses are everywhere! Blah! I am frustrated. It's been so cold here too cold to go outside in -18 to -27.
This site is all messed up I can't find things or get error messages. I have to log in on different devices to find my challenges and that is not convenient when I am feeling crappy and leave my tablet at home. Ok....excuses again...
I just feel crappy, I need motivation I need more....support.
So I have been logging everything using my fit bit, treadmill. I even owned my crappy calorie day. I am not giving up because I want this so bad I just feel crappy. I am hoping a challenge I joined can help me feel motivated and have support because I need it. Accountability somewhere besides just myself. I started out with support but everyone just has so much on their plate at the moment. It's just early into this tomorrow is day 21 and I don't trust myself to stay motivated. Maybe I am panicking too much. Anyways....enough self pity whining. I am going to have breakfast and get on my treadmill.