why have i stopped losing
Tuesday, May 30, 2017
I keep trying to figure it out and so far I am not sure why I keep over eating. i'll do good and lose for a few days only to take a day off that turns into several. it has been like this since spring break when I went for a few days to visit my family so I feel it has to be connected. I kind of understand that I feel really bad about my dad not wanting to see me (i'm not sure why) but this isn't anything new for my dysfunctional family. I recently started reading a book and it wants you to figure out what you want your life to be like. what would make you happy? I am not sure I can be happy. i'm not really unhappy and I wish a lot of things were different but if they were all magically changed, would I be happy? I don't really think so. all I know to do is keep coming here to SP and try (regardless of what yoda says) to keep doing the right and healthy things everyday so I can lose more weight and not gain back what I have lost so far.