Gained some lbs
Monday, May 07, 2018
Ugh! I am disappointed with me right now! It is so easy to gain but so hard to take it off. It's unreal how fast weight can be gained and I still don't eat like I used to, but yet here it is! Lbs piling on like dirt on the floor. I do NOT want to go BACK, I've come too far. So I keep repeating in my head. Yet, it doesn't make it any easier. I have had a lot of worries, hurtful situations, stress, and BAD habits lately, all of which have lead to my gain. (a temporary gain)
Well, I suppose that is it for now. Just blogging my concerns, kinda holding myself accountable for this and owning up to my weight gain. Confessing it will hopefully set my mind back into discipline and self-control with my eating and exercise. I just find it hard to regain that motivation/drive after two+ years. This is not a diet, this is a new lifestyle. One I thought I had adopted permanently, but unfortunately, old habits don't really die they just hibernate. :( It's a life long battle!