Wednesday, April 10, 2019
I really feel that at this point in my life I really don't know if it's even worth trying to change my weight or my life. Even my wife tells me " might as well go ahead and eat extra Burger because you know you're going to go look for it in fridge later. Or whatever was made for dinner that night. I get reminded over and over that I'm 60. How do I possibly think I'm going to change anything I've been doing all these years. It's it too late to be thinking or be realistic about it?
My whole life going back to my parents, we can see that your not going to grow up to be or do anything. You just don't have it in you. I've heard this my entire adult life by those that were important to me. I loose a few lbs... And then turn right around and gain those and more back. Maybe everyone is right. I come to SP daily. Read about others even in worse shape than I but who lost and changed their lives. I wish and hope that could be me but, I'm really starting to wonder if I would feel better and accept what others have told me so I just just get on with less stress?