wrote to son
Monday, October 07, 2019
I gained 3.8 # this week but not a surprise. I keep saying I'm ready to get serious but then slip much too often. I'm not giving up. I will never give up but lately I'm a bit disappointed in myself. Instead of two steps forward and one back it has been a step forward and a step back. At least I keep plugging away and it might be a lot slower but I will make it to goal.
I wrote my older son as I told him in first letter I would write at least once a week and it has been a week since sent last letter. So far no further letters from him but that is normal I think. But he will get another letter soon as forgot to tell him something funny his brother said. I hope he is getting letters from others so that he doesn't feel forgotten.
I went to the ballet bar class today and I did enjoy it but I'm not sure if the teacher wants us non-dancer types. Some people sing off key and are tone deaf and some people have no sense of rhythm. I think I might be all those things but I know for sure I have no rhythm..
My son went with his friend to see movie tonight with his friend. They are watching Joker and it looked like it was fairly empty. I am thinking of going to see Addams Family maybe Sunday afternoon. Asked and son isn't interested in going to see it.
I was sleeping good when I woke a little after 4 this morning. I thought I heard a noise but either I dreamed it or it was a one time thing. Still I feel like I got a fairly good sleep. I judge by if I can stay awake during the day or fall asleep while watching tv. It is about time to go pick up the boys from the movie and turn off tv and computer for the night. Plan to read some more. Hope all of you get a great night's sleep and have a wonderful Tuesday.