Glad it is Monday
Monday, October 14, 2019
The weekend was good as far as everything in it BUT my nutrition was off as usual. I am glad Monday is here, makes me think new start for the week. Sometimes it is new start every day as for my nutrition. I mean it is anyway even if yesterday was ok. This is one thing that is always a work point and a struggle for me. I will never give up but do feel I haven't giving my all. I have so many different thoughts of negative because I have been this way so long it does look bleak. I have heard so many around me with success. I'm not envious just wish I could get a hold of what helped them to success. It takes more than determination. I have had determination and it seems to leave at some point. I will take this day with thanksgiving and continue to try and change the things I know I have a better option in. I have changed some from my past ways just not where I feel I should be and want to be. I write this for myself. I don't really see where it could benefit anyone else. This is my thoughts of my life. I am very thankful to write I will never give up in trying to make better decisions for my nutrition. The whole world may see what I write and I could be ashamed or embarrassed because I have not done what so many have. Well I do feel ashamed at times but that only brings me down, doesn't help strengthen me at all so I have tried to let go of that. Ok enough for today.