When you cant get your head in the game
Wednesday, October 23, 2019
So I am not a big dress person, never have been, last week we had family pictures done, and normally I can not stand to see pictures of me...well this time I could see some happiness in my body language, and face. I could see the beauty in my eyes of a life lived, and obstacles overcome. I could see that I am perfectly imperfect with my flaws and all.
I also saw the depressed, anxious mom. The stressed out wife, and head cook for a school. I could see the fear of the unknown, and I could see the want in my eyes, the want to do better, the want to have support, the want I feel I need...
Is that wrong?
I suffer from depression, anxiety, as well as asthma, and allergies. The meds make me feel better, but also make me feel blah...
I like to write my thoughts so I can get out of my head.
Sorry for the random long post.