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When you cant get your head in the game

Wednesday, October 23, 2019

So I am not a big dress person, never have been, last week we had family pictures done, and normally I can not stand to see pictures of me...well this time I could see some happiness in my body language, and face. I could see the beauty in my eyes of a life lived, and obstacles overcome. I could see that I am perfectly imperfect with my flaws and all. I also saw the depressed, anxious mom. The stressed out wife, and head cook for a school. I could see the fear of the unknown, and I could see the want in my eyes, the want to do better, the want to have support, the want I feel I need... Is that wrong? I suffer from depression, anxiety, as well as asthma, and allergies. The meds make me feel better, but also make me feel blah... I like to write my thoughts so I can get out of my head. Sorry for the random long post.
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  • WIZARDHOWL
    Thank you for the post. I am glad you were able to look at pictures of yourself. That's important to do.
    340 days ago
  • NOCALORIES
    You are worth the effort. Keep Sparking!
    340 days ago
  • CAT_2009
    Thank you, Stephanie, and how wonderful to see your beauty!
    340 days ago
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