Tuesday, April 21, 2020
I've been following our "safer at home" rules since March 16th when everything changed. Gym closed, no school for kids, my job moved me home to work from home, my husband is considered a non-essential worker so he is also stuck at home.
Weather sucks for spring. We keep getting snow and cold temps. I'm tired of being stuck in the house. I'm tired of not having social communication with people. I'm tired of working everyday while other people complain they can't work and are just watching tv all day.
I had been consistently going to the gym 3 days a week since October and now I feel stuck. My legs are stiff from lack of walking and just evendaily activities. I'm sad because Covid is controlling every aspect in life. I can't go to church, shopping, visit with friends or family, go to my cabin or celebrate birthdays as we normally would. I'm just frustrated and its affecting my willpower and drive.
I know this affects all of us so its not just me.
This is not how 2020 was supposed to be!!
I know I'm negative and for that reason I've stayed off SP. Maybe next week will be better...then I'll be back.
Stay safe my friends!