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A little update from 'Bobbi world'

Sunday, September 20, 2020

Hello my dear sparklers!

Yes, I'm still here! These days just seem to creep by. It's not that I am enourmously busy it's just that I am in such a corona slump.

I will FINALLY be reopening the consignment gallery Wed. 9/23. I've been closed since mid March when all non-essential businesses here in SW FL were ordered to close down. I did try to reopen in mid June but found that people were just coming out to get out of their house. There were no serious buyers whatsoever. After a few unpleasant encounters asking customers to wear a mask...while offering one if they did not have one I reclosed the gallery. It's ridicioulous that people argue with you over their civil liberties...yada, yada, yada.

I cannot afford to get sick being completely on my own right now. So I reclosed the gallery.

I have had some success putting my inventory on-line and opening up the gallery to people who are highly interested in certain items. Again, while I have someone coming by appointment I leave the gallery open and again...people are mostly just browsers.

But...I must reopen and hope for the best. I'm hoping our snowbirds return but that is all up in the air also. I know our Canadian customers probably will not return to FL this year. If they do they won't be allowed back in Canada due to the corona virus. It's hard to comprehend that America has been banned from 39..THIRTY NINE...certain countries...but this is the world we now live in. Obviously this is due to the fact that they don't want our germy selves in their land due to the roaring numbers of the corona virus.

I was VERY lucky to recieve some PPP funds that I groveled for...filling up to FIVE times to get them all the docs they needed. Those funds have allowed me to pay my exhorbitant rent but they won't last forever so I have to get back to chippin' rock.

Being a retail biz owner is not for sissies my friends.

I have also faced some big expenses maintaining this big ole' house. The air conditioner that I have nursed along for years finally gave up the vapors and died. I had to lay out a BUNCH of my precious savings to replace it. As most of you know I live very far south in SW FL. We experience hotter temps and soaring humidity almost every single day. I'd go as far to say that this area would be uninhabitable for humans with no air conditioning.

I also had to almost completely have our pergola rebuilt. It was originally built with pressure treated lumber but it appears even that kind of wood can't survive the heat and rain of tropical FL. Friends told me to just tear it down but it is on the North West corner of the house and provides much welcome shade to that hotspot in the house. I also nursed the climbing jasmine for YEARS to provide a beautiful coverage over the top and sides. It is a source of great perserverance and pride for me...so it was repaired and remains...YAY!



I have been staying sane by connecting with some of my favorite grief group friends. Every so often we will get together and play Dominos or have a little get together. I am a people person and if I go for days and days locked down in my home with no one to talk to but my little Mac cat I fall into the depths of sadness. When you are grieving during a pandemic you feel exceptionally alone. I also think about how happy Don and I would be to have the lockdown together. We always loved each other's company and this would have been a true vacation for us to be together. emoticon



As I learn of other people's marriages when they discuss them in the grief group I realize how extremely blessed I was to have the long compatible marriage I had with this sweet man.



This wonderful man was my very BEST friend and I enjoyed being with him more than any one else on this earth. We had a very good marriage for 42 years. There wasn't much we disagreed upon other than the sabatage and interference his mother caused. He could never stand up to her and it caused a lot of sadness to me. I almost felt like she was the 'other woman' throughout our marriage. My fondest wish was for our Josh to marry so I could be a great MIL and support my DIL as if she were my own. It wouldn't have mattered to me if she had a few flaws here and there...I would give my son the support and respect to his wife that she deserved...after all if HE picked her..I'd respect that he made a good choice. I never had that from Don's mom and sister...in fact I found out many years later that both of them tried to talk him out of marrying me. It was a bad start with those two jealous women right from the get go.

BUT...after Don's passing I no longer have to endure any of their toxic sabatage and their wrangling to pull Don over to their side. It's h*ll losing Don...but losing those two and their constant whining and guilt inducing plots has been very freeing to me. I'm grateful to be away from them!

I know it's not just a MIL thing because my first MIL I adored...but then she was kind and supportive to me so there you go!

I have busy sewing my masks and I get the cutest material so making the masks always stays new and fun.







I have started making child size masks since our children need them for going back to school.

I also have been busy catching up on chalk paint projects to get some stored furniture out of my garage and back over to the consignment gallery to sell.

I have hopes of making the consignment gallery more of an artisian hub once we can start having group events again. I just hope I can hold on long enough to see this happen.

I've been there almost eleven years and I enjoy the social interaction the gallery allows me to have with people. Most of my customers have become friends..just a few stinkers in the entire timeframe.

Lastly I'm SO proud of myself for finally getting my act together in bringing back my health by losing -23 lbs. since 8/1/20. I HAD to do something. I gained 15 lbs during lockdown just eating and drinking anything and EVERY thing I wanted. It was serious self sabatoge. I was drinking almost a bottle of wine nightly. Two glasses of wine for sure and three glasses on nights I felt down in tthe dumps. I was eating sweets, eating past 7 p.m. it was out of control. I just didn't care...I was so dreary I turned to food as a comfort. BAD choice for comfort..it only compounded my problems.

Finally I gave myself a pep talk and realized I was slowly killing myself. I knew I was headed for diabetes. I had no energy whatsoever and I was disquested by my inability to pick myself up and put one foot in front of the other. I also knew I would not be able to continue doing the very physical work necessary to move heavy furniture around in the gallery creating the little vignetts I am so fond of creating on the floor to showcase the furniture coming in.



I eat one time a day within a 1 hr. timeframe. I fast the remaining 23 hours of the day. Sometimes I have to tweak this a little bit if I'm going out with friends but for the most part I keep my carbs very low...under 20 g. and I mostly have a massive salad full of low carb veggies and lettuce and about 8 oz. of protein.

Most people think this is impossible...but I'm here to tell you once you get the sugar crap out of your life and all of the processed junk out of your diet you are NOT hungry.

Some people have a bigger eating windown vs. the fasting window but I had to go extreme and it has paid off in aces!

I have about another 40-50 pounds to lose to get down to a weight that is healthy for my small frame. I'll just keep plugging along. I can seriously tell you being at a reasonable weight is worth it. And now that I no longer crave the health killing foods that are shoved in our face 24/7 I'll acheive my goal.

I hope you are all well and doing fine! Please stay safe and wear your da*n masks! Protect YOU and your loved ones. emoticon
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  • PICKIE98
    We are supposed to get some sleet either this weekend or next week...:(

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    13 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    When I think of the awful winter ahead, I come to this blog and look at your lanai`. Thanks.
    14 days ago
  • WALKINGSPARK
    emoticon Thinking of you!

    hugs! Wendy
    23 days ago
  • BUTTONPOPPER1
    Bobbi, it was great to read this update from you, even though I'm late to see it.

    I hope things go well with the gallery. I just read on the feed that business hasn't been too good, but I do hope that the online things you're doing will blossom into something big that attracts only serious, pleasant customers. So glad you got the PPP! Good for you for persevering!

    Your pergola is beautiful! I can see why you did not want to lose it. Except for in the summer, that must be such a wonderful place to sit. It's too bad about the air conditioner. I sure hope your new one lasts a very long time, and I agree with you--life in the south is just about impossible without AC, especially now that global warming has heated things up even further.

    So sorry you're missing Don so much. I do remember that every single word you wrote about him while he was living showed your total love and devotion, and it was clear that he felt the same way toward you. You were both so fortunate to find your soul mates.

    Congratulations on your weight loss! Woohoo!
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    24 days ago
  • NEWFLABULESS
    Many HUGS and prayers to you! I just love your masks...especially the Llahma. I'm glad to hear that you have found a way to lose weight and be satisfied. I'm not sure that I could survive one eating just one hour a day but kuddos to you for making that work. Thanks for the update!
    28 days ago
  • JUDITHANNIE
    So good to hear from you. We are planning on leaving here around late October. Hope we can get together this year emoticon
    32 days ago
  • JUDITHANNIE
    So good to hear from you. We are planning on leaving here around late October. Hope we can get together this year emoticon
    32 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    I hope you got a sale in the past 24 hours. Praying for a big one!
    33 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    I am so proud of you for the weight loss!
    34 days ago
  • SABLENESS
    It will be interesting to see what our snowbirds do this year. Blessings on your gallery reopening. I hope it thrives. Maintaining that pergola is well worth it for what it does for you. emoticon
    34 days ago
  • MAGMAGDALA
    The patio is absolutely divine. I can feel the calming vibrations emanating from the picture. You are such a nice lady, I admire you. You are an inspiration, all the best to you! emoticon
    35 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    Your patio looks so calming...
    36 days ago
  • MSLZZY
    I am proud of you and how you have focused on what you need to do
    for you. You are such a fighter so congratulations on the 23 pounds that
    you lost. Continued good luck in getting the gallery open and hopefully
    your customers will return. HUGS!
    36 days ago
  • ANGELA-105
    praying for you
    36 days ago
  • LINDA!
    I want to say congratulations on your weight loss. Super job. I am sure that it has been very tough for you to be alone during this pandemic. I lived in Florida for 7 years. We were north of Sarasota so it was not quite as south as you. But I know living without a/c would be horrible. I recently discussed with my husband how tough it must have been for those, living many years ago, without a/c.
    37 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    Gee, those Llamas look familiar!

    I love everything in your vignette!

    Congrats on the weight loss!
    37 days ago
  • BBONET
    It is so great to read your blog and hear about you!! I always pray for you and I can only imagine how hard this has been for you. Congratulations on you weight loss. That is really awesome!! Good luck with the reopening of the gallery and hope you get buyers. Thanks for sharing Mac and all the pictures! emoticon
    37 days ago
  • ICECUB
    HANK YOU FOR SHARING SUCH A LOVELY PICTURE OF YOU AND DON. I THINK IT IS CREEPY FOR A MOTHER AND SISTER TO INTERFERE IN THEIR SON/ BROTHERS LIFE. AND LITTLE MAX IS ADORABLE. MAYBE AROUND THE HOLIDAYS BUSINESS WILL PICK UP. I HOPW SO. CONGRATS ON LOSING WEIGHT THAT IS A GOOD START.
    37 days ago
  • TERMITEMOM
    23 lbs! That is awesome Bobbi! You are doing great! I hope and pray you will have some serious clients stopping by the gallery. The fabric you chose for the masks is so cute!
    37 days ago
  • PACEKA1
    Loved seeing the photos, especially that cute one of mac cat! You have made amazing progress on your weight loss - good for you Bobbi!
    37 days ago
  • CATHYSFITLIFE
    It's so good to hear from you! I'm glad you are doing well for the most part. Yay on the weight loss!

    I hope that reopening the gallery will bring you some much needed sales. It's a shame that we are banned from visiting 39 countries. I can't blame them at all though. I'm going to keep my fingers crossed that you get the sales you need and that you continue to shed the weight!

    I know you are a fighter! emoticon Take good care of yourself and your mac cat! Love you!! emoticon
    37 days ago
  • OSONIYE
    I gained a bunch of weight during early Covid days due to not caring and just plain overeating. I'm chipping away at it now, successfully. Hooray for us!!
    37 days ago
  • KALISWALKER
    emoticon Bobbi Ann you are such an inspiration. Good that you recognize what you need to do to maintain your functional fitness to continue to work in your gallery. Canadian can fly into the USA but when they return to Canada they have to isolate for 14 days. I think many are afraid of the exposure, so they are content to stay home. But there will still be those that will head south.
    37 days ago
  • ALEXSGIRL1
    you are stron dealing with a lot hugs
    37 days ago
  • IMUSTLOSEIT1
    I also was thinking of you yesterday, as I was applying the wax to a chalk paint project. Yes, I finally gave it a try and I love it.
    37 days ago
  • GARDENCHRIS
    i can only imagine what being in a small retail business is doing to the owners. Hang in there you are a fighter and have people that care about you.
    37 days ago
  • LESLIELENORE
    I pray for you every day
    37 days ago
  • REGILIEH
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    37 days ago
  • LYNCHD05
    Bobbi I have to tell you I was think8ng about you yesterday and you were on my list to contact today. Grest minds right!

    I am so Hapoy to hear that things are going well for you. Way to go on the weight loss. It’s not an easy thing to do right now. I need to take some advise from you and do something about these few extra pounds.

    Glad to hear you have opened your gallery once again. I M sure you will get your northern snowbirds but probably not many Canadians. All my friends who regularly head south are staying home this year and many have already sold their places. It’s just basic economics when you can’t use your second home that it is wise to sell. As you know our borders are still closed so the only way we can get into the US is by air. I don’t think the borders will be open for a long time.

    I hope things continue to improve as far as your gallery is concerned .

    Take good,care of you!
    37 days ago
  • SLIMMERJESSE
    Wow, Bobbi, you have really been dealing with a lot. But you are one tough cookie and quite the survivor. I think about you often and fondly.
    37 days ago
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