2021 expect the worst hope for the best

good afternoon yes uts January 4th 2021 and its not going well. My UTI is back its been off and on since november Dr gave me antibeotics in November it helped but then came in december and on and off into January I bought over the counter which helps. I am getting more tomorrow at krogers enough to get me through about 3 weeks. Surgery on my face on wedsney and just cant go to doctor to look into whats happening with me
I am scared confused dont google your systoms while up in pain on the toilet I found bladder cancer or kidney cancer so right now just getting into this new year. not hopeful not excited hubby asked me today what can I do to help you. nothing nobody can help me