Emotional Week for me, don't know why it's hittin me so hard.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

I am very emotional this week. All these thing going through my head. I haven't been eating crazy, I haven't been eating at all which makes me too tired to workout!
I need prayer. My dughter is away at school, I am so proud of her. I miss her in my house. I really do.
My older sister is heavy on my mind. Pam is a beautiful peron in & out. 4 years ago at the age of 36 she had a massive heart attack . She went 8 minutes w/o oxygen to her brain, therefore she has brain damage. My beautiful funny sister mother of 2 beautiful boys can not eat, walk, talk, when I bathe her & comb her hair I talk t o her & joke around but she says nothing. Her husband took care of her from the day it happen, but in April he found out he had colon cancer & died in May. They lived in GA we live in KY. We went and got my sister. Their kids 8 & 11 are living in GA with there older sister from a previous relationship of her daddys. They visit, but it's not the same. Pam was/is an excellent mother, she did anything for her kids, made pancakes from scratch before school, worked out of her home when she felt like the daycare situation was not good enough so she opened daycare in her home. I feel like since the kids were 4 & 7 when i happened to my sister they will never know how good of a mama they have. It breaks my heart. I love my sister, I miss her. She always made up laugh & smile. And when I needed advice on something she always made me think. I miss that.
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    I just told a new coworker today that I love my heart because it breaks with compassion. I was brokenhearted and wept for you and your family after reading this. Please don't give up on GOD and HIS power to change this situation. My husband was in a similar state in1996 and the Drs. said he wouldn't live. GOD allowed me to ask HIM to spare my husband's life so I did. I asked. Then I believed and no matter what, I trusted HIM. My husband is alive and well, able to talk, walk, take care of himself and most of all, serve GOD. He wasn't committed to the things of GOD prior to getting sick but when he recovered, he sold out and is now a man of prayer and full of faith. Please don't lose your memory of who your sister was and pray without ceasing that GOD will restore all that she has lost. HE's Able...
    4794 days ago
    Good Morning Queen,

    I have you in my prayers along with your family. I pray God sends you the strength for you to continuing to be the Guardian Angel for your sister, her children and your own family. I know it is already done. Your purpose and everything you are doing is a blessing. And the emotions you are going through is the LOVE you are sharing by focusing on your sister. You may not think it, but you need that emotional rollercoaster to make you stronger!

    4832 days ago
    Keep your chin up!!! I'll have a good thought for you!
    4833 days ago
  • D710DANCE
    Bless your heart...I will keep you and your family uplifted in prayer!
    4833 days ago
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