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Day 3 Fear to Lose Weight
Friday, January 08, 2016      4 comments

Ok, so I stayed within my calories...YAY! However, I did not eat healthy and found myself making myself eat enough calories. Does that make sense? So today when I really truly tried to eat a certain amount of calories I found out that I did no... Read more
Day 2 of Fear to lose weight
Wednesday, January 06, 2016      4 comments

Tomorrow is another day! I did horrible and I know it and I know why. I got anxious, sad, and stresses. So I felt like I NEEDED to eat. Food has become like a drug and a security blanket. Sometimes I need my fix. I am not giving up like I us... Read more
Fighting my Fear to Lose Weight
Tuesday, January 05, 2016      7 comments

DAY 1 Twenty years ago I was sexually assaulted by an ex-boyfriend. Back then I was a confident normal 23 year old young woman. I was a virgin and that was important to me. A lot of relationships I had did not work out because I would not ha... Read more