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Things I usually do
Friday, August 22, 2014      4 comments

I am an imperfect perfectionists. I tend to have all or nothing thinking. I say for example I want to read or listen to scriptures daily. I go along well for a few days and then when the habit is new I wander off from it. So today I am... Read more
Rethinking who I think I am.
Thursday, August 21, 2014      5 comments

For some reason I was taught as a child to doubt every compliment. My former stepmom was a very sad person. As I think back she apparently wanted to stay that way. I was told the head of cub day camp likes my attitude and wants me back ... Read more
Creativity and joy
Saturday, August 16, 2014      5 comments

I am enjoying eating fruits and vegetables. I love the taste,smell and texture. Eating different foods is great. I love the creativity of that. I also studied card weaving some more. I got u embroidery floss and made the cards. I hav... Read more
Creativity and joy
Saturday, August 16, 2014      1 comments

I am enjoying eating fruits and vegetables. I love the taste,smell and texture. Eating different foods is great. I love the creativity of that. I also studied card weaving some more. I got u embroidery floss and made the cards. I hav... Read more
Slow up and down progress.
Thursday, August 14, 2014      5 comments

I have BIG BIG BIG doubts that I will succeed. I get a ways down the path and turn around and run back to the familiar. I am working to make better choices and learn new things. I want a new normal where I have faith in me and my success. ... Read more
Eating
Tuesday, August 12, 2014      5 comments

I looked through a book and flound some yummy recipes that were vegan. Not that I want to eat that way all the time. However I thought I would incorporate them I to my eating. I got overwhelmed at the store. So I bought a bunch of vegetables... Read more
Laughs
Monday, August 11, 2014      4 comments

I have been trying to have a better attitude. We are having a lazy sunned. If I go.out to do stuff my hand swells. Enjoyed some funny FB videos. I have watched Hitch and Ella Enchanted. Today we will watch Bicentennial Man in hono... Read more
Body image
Saturday, August 09, 2014      5 comments

Once when I was a young girl I watched Miss America competition with my then step mother. I don't have any idea what I said but I remember vividly my step mom telling me I could never compete like that because of my scars. When I was almost s... Read more
easy button yes reset NO
Thursday, August 07, 2014      5 comments

I was thinking about my troubles. Wishing for a reset button. This and that are so HARD but then I considered all that I have accomplished and all that I have Learned. I guess that is better than any reset. But then I though about the ea... Read more
Just not good.
Wednesday, August 06, 2014      6 comments

My friend told me I am the most positive person she knows. I told her she needs better friends. I thought I was doing better with bloodsugar control. Nope so my insulin was increased and moved to morning. I went to the hand surgeon. ... Read more
Summer energy
Monday, August 04, 2014      4 comments

Lots of positive things have happened this summer. I am so grateful for the happy times. But I am also hummed out about my hand needing therapy and another surgery. Many daily tasks are difficult. It seems to be coloring the whole summer. ... Read more
Long time coming
Sunday, August 03, 2014      5 comments

It has been a very long time since I looked in the mirror and felt beautiful. Recently I have been in pictures with my new grandson, my newly married son and his bride and I even asked my husband to take a picture of the two of us together when... Read more
Embrace the current and allow for growth.
Saturday, June 21, 2014      2 comments

I don't like the idea of not being enough. I don't want to be stupid. I hats the thought of being inexpireanced. But I also say I want to learn. These two things seem to be mutually exclusive. Ismail learning it is better to admit where... Read more
My reach for the stars
Friday, June 20, 2014      3 comments

Over the last few days I have been thinking about what dreams I still want to accomplish. What dream is still left. The one that I keep coming back to is writing. I used to tell my sister long stories as we fell asleep at night. I had no... Read more
Casey Kasem: 'Keep your feet on the ground, and keep reaching for the stars'
Wednesday, June 18, 2014      4 comments

As I entered my teens I was given my grandpa's black transistor radio. You could open the back and put in 4 large D cell batteries or take out the wall plug and plug it into the wall. I usually did that because Dad did not want to buy cases of... Read more

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