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Day to Day and Moment to Moment
Friday, September 18, 2020      0 comments

Feeling so incredibly done today. Done with feeling useless. Done with feeling capable one moment and unable to do the littlest things the next. There are literally times when I feel like, if my vision were just fixed, I would be back to whe... Read more
Medically On My Own
Friday, September 18, 2020      1 comments

I have given up on medical help at this point. No, not because there is anything wrong with the actual doctors I have seen. The doctor’s office that ordered blood tests in February but had to bump the go-over-labs appointment due to Covid? Th... Read more
Junk Drawer on a Trampoline
Tuesday, June 02, 2020      5 comments

Since this is my brain state almost 24/7 since the last concussion, I'm sorry if this makes little to no sense.Same goes for typos. Know that I cannot... Read more
Grieving is not Linear
Wednesday, April 01, 2020      0 comments

Spent all morning trying to do something simple my spare child wanted but didn’t directly ask for because she doesn’t want to push me. She just mentioned it would be awesome and left it there. I didn’t promise and have been putting it off. It to... Read more
Milestone and Social Distance Thoughts
Tuesday, March 17, 2020      0 comments

Today has been a year since my most recent concussion. In that time I’ve seen my GP three times, one (inCREdibly unhelpful and condescending) ophthalmologist, and, as of less than 2 weeks ago, one neurologist. It’s a rainy day. My favorite. My... Read more
"You Look Fine" and The Fitting Room
Monday, March 02, 2020      2 comments

Two random rambling thoughts today on where I am. "You look Fine." It's an easy thing to say. All the more considerate versions are too. "You look like you're feeling better today." "You sound better than you did yesterday? Having... Read more
By Request
Tuesday, February 11, 2020      6 comments

A friend asked me to post. I put up things saying what concussion/brain injury can look like and how it’s different from person to person and from injury to injury. Then sometimes I post how I am doing on a particularly good or bad day. She wa... Read more
Anxious and Wary
Monday, January 27, 2020      4 comments

Im' trying to be excited. Really. Tomorrow I have an appointment with a new GP. Since I'm stuck with MediCal (hubby is retired and I currently cannot work due to the medical crap), I am having to switch to a doctor who has never seen me pre-i... Read more
Learning to Communicate
Monday, January 13, 2020      1 comments

I took four years of French in high school. Our teacher, a little red-headed Israeli-American who spoke roughly a dozen languages, asked me once, "When learning a language, what are the first words and phrases you should learn." I thought I... Read more
Give and Take
Tuesday, January 07, 2020      3 comments

Checking in. Not as often as I'd like but I'm doing it. Bent my glasses today and can't wear them so bear with me. Any typos spellcheck misses will likely be missed altogether. I had nearly three days of awesome. I woke up a few days a... Read more
The Continuing Stoooory...
Tuesday, December 17, 2019      3 comments

...of PIGS IN mean life with the semi-functional brain. It's December. My favorite month of my favorite season. No matter what winter haters may say, it has never just the holidays (or the fact that both my birthd... Read more
Smudged Slate, Not Clean
Friday, November 29, 2019      3 comments

An update for "where I am now" tracking and an insight to how Brain Injury is affecting me. ... Read more
Broken Brain Days
Wednesday, September 11, 2019      2 comments

The tournament on Saturday...the grocery store on Sunday. Such little things I used to take for granted. Now I'm still feeling a setback in heightened symptoms on Wednesday! I was two Tylenol in before 11am! Those who know me well know that ... Read more
A Good but Busy Week
Sunday, September 08, 2019      2 comments

I know this week was very busy. I know I went to town more often this week than last (I will not be allowed to even attempt to reinstate my license until a doctor clears me which means at LEAST November when I see the new neurologist for the fi... Read more
One Step Forward...
Thursday, August 29, 2019      3 comments

So done today. In spite of all the good things going on in my life right now: Elsa settling well into HS and rocking it on the volleyball court and FINALLY getting orthotics for horrifically overprinted ankles at 14, my relationship with hubby ... Read more

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