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Living with depression
Wednesday, August 23, 2017      6 comments

I have always lived with depression but lately it has been bad. I know I have a good life. I have a great husband and a bunch of beautiful children. I have a lot of good so why am I still so sad about life. I can't say and that bothers me. I hav... Read more
Throwing in the towel
Wednesday, July 27, 2016      8 comments

I feel like throwing in the towel on this journey. The first month I lost 10 pounds. Note here it is two and a half months in and I've only lost a total of 12 pounds. That's 2 pounds in the last six weeks. Maybe this is the universe saying you a... Read more
Depression
Sunday, June 26, 2016      3 comments

The more I lose the less my husband wants anything to do with me. I am doing this for me. So I can feel better about myself. He is supporting me in this journey but isn't wanting me like he used to. I hate feeling like a failure when I'm not rea... Read more
Feeling better
Wednesday, June 22, 2016      3 comments

When I started this journey on May 9th I was 205 pounds and had a BMI of 30.3 now I am 193 pounds and have a BMI of 28.5 I am doing good but know if I started exercising daily I would be doing better. I want to start swimming or doing the ellipt... Read more
New to the family
Sunday, June 19, 2016      4 comments

I was watching tv last night and told my husband how much I missed having a cat in the house. My kids let my last cat out and the neighbor's dog got hi... Read more
One month mark
Thursday, June 09, 2016      4 comments

Today is my one month mark at trying this again. I have lost 10 pounds and I'm proud of myself. I have done this with eating habits alone. Tomorrow I should be getting an elliptical so I can add excise to my routine and hopefully next month I ca... Read more
Busy life lol
Tuesday, May 31, 2016      5 comments

I am stressed about everything I have to do this week but at least I will be getting my steps in. Today my baby graduated kindergarten. Tomorrow is my oldest daughter's fifth grade field trip that I am going. Lucky us we will be at an amusement,... Read more
Stress out to the max!!
Sunday, May 29, 2016      6 comments

I'm supposed to be having a relaxing weekend but that isn't happening. I have been so stressed out about what I'm eating and if I'm exercising enough. Yesterday I made a couple bad choices so to make it up I spent an hour and a half in the pool.... Read more
Venting!!!
Thursday, May 26, 2016      3 comments

I wish I had more support in my home life. My kids tell me I can do it but my husband.... not so much. He will say little things that get me down. He has said you are going to quit in a week, if you get much bigger I will be saying something to ... Read more
Day 4
Wednesday, January 13, 2016      7 comments

I feel so proud of myself today. I resisted the urge to grab the ice cream and instead made myself a fruit smoothie. Not quite the same but much better in other ways. I am so ready for this weight to be gone. I'm ready to be the women I used to ... Read more
Day 2
Monday, January 11, 2016      1 comments

Day 2 is down and not feeling it as much as I would hope. I ate healthy and stayed in my calorie range but was still hungry throughout the day. I am really hoping that over the next week this feeling will pass as my stomach shrinks back down to ... Read more

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