LILLYLEFEY
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Ugh...
Wednesday, February 26, 2020      2 comments

Eating....it's what I realize was a beeg part of doing anything and everything. I want to consume beyond my allotment, just saying.....want comfort, en... Read more
butt nugget
Monday, February 24, 2020      3 comments

I really am tired and don't feel like making a post, but I wanna score the dang points. Did rotten with my water challenge today. Hmph. Oh well. Suit up and show up again tomorrow. ... Read more
Today
Sunday, February 23, 2020      3 comments

Well, today was a bit of a challenge as far as doing my health/sparky thing. Spent the day making progress in other very pressing areas in my life. it is difficult because everything seems to be a priority, seriously. If you knew!!! So even thou... Read more
Blog blog blog
Thursday, February 20, 2020      2 comments

You know what? I feel like I have been a fraud all my life, and yet, I don't think that's fair either. But I don't seem well equipped for this stupid world either. Like got on here right now to make a blogging blog entry, and, like the crab crus... Read more
Fat
Saturday, May 25, 2019      3 comments

F*** it, I'm currently fat, tired of dancing around that, not accepting it. I was thinking I guess, if I didn't accept it, it would not become my...realit... Read more
Fat
Saturday, May 25, 2019      0 comments

F*** it, I'm currently fat, tired of dancing around that, not accepting it. I was thinking I guess, if I didn't accept it, it would not become my...reality, just something to escape, get away from. For me now, I think that is a bad/wrong approac... Read more
Basics..
Monday, April 15, 2019      2 comments

Basically I ...think I hate myself, seriously, deep under all my attempts to be positive etc. 2016, just a month before my surgery, my sister, died, I …….I don't know. Went through with surgery, then, as soon as I could really move, threw myself... Read more
BLECH
Wednesday, March 16, 2016      3 comments

Not sure what was in the air today, it was a beautiful day, but somehow not necessarily a good one.....ehh, not horrible. ....but....in any case took ... Read more
Today
Tuesday, March 15, 2016      1 comments

This morning very rough. I did however make it passed the almost ate Hostesses mini powdered doughnuts. .. finally instead having a Brookstone bar.... Read more
toay ...water
Monday, March 14, 2016      5 comments

Today going to try and focus on WATER... drinking more........ Read more
Depression, PMS
Sunday, March 13, 2016      2 comments

OMG, this is probably PMS related, but, the grey cloud of doom is banging on me pretty hard today. Iam indeed running from feelings and serious depress... Read more
Ok
Saturday, March 12, 2016      1 comments

OK, makiing more of an effort to become more mindfull all the way around. Realized the other day, when asked, I really don't think I have given it the attention, mindfullness or effort that is required. Not to use this as an opportunity to bash... Read more
O-M-G----
Monday, March 07, 2016      1 comments

OMG, only day three on my NO soda, and I am beside myself, it's not only no soda, but, doing without bread, sweets, etc. Of course, strictly no soda, and mostly no on the others. First two weeks militant on the soda, then crack down even harder ... Read more
Trying to assimilate this message
Sunday, March 06, 2016      1 comments

Trying to assimilate this message... Read more
Ok...
Saturday, March 05, 2016      2 comments

Today NO SODA...not even a little Gingerale. This is turning out to be quite challenging... Read more

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