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10 YEARS :(
Saturday, January 11, 2014      12 comments

This breaks my heart to write. I started 2014 with the heaviest weight that I've been in just over 10 years. I am presently 300 pounds. I am so ashamed of myself I did this to me. The night time bingeing; the days on end of spendi... Read more
MEMORIES
Friday, December 20, 2013      4 comments

I just want to avoid the memories; I don't want to deal with them. I am awake so I can avoid them; I can place my focus on other things. I don't want to think about the past; all the pain the suffering the tears. As I slee... Read more
116/365 Quote
Saturday, December 14, 2013      6 comments

after reading this quote I had to ask myself WHERE AM I unfortunately the answer is NOT in the present ... Read more
115/365 Dec Goals So Far
Thursday, December 12, 2013      1 comments

we are almost 2 wks into December the following I WILL DO 1X A WEEK MINIMUM 1. the wii emoticon 2. ride... Read more
114/365 Tracking
Thursday, December 12, 2013      0 comments

well I starting tracking my food again emoticon ... Read more
113/365
Tuesday, December 10, 2013      0 comments

Now I lay me down to nap On the door I hope they dont tap Thankfully as I am Blessed May I wake up Rested ... Read more
112/365 December 1st
Sunday, December 01, 2013      1 comments

Day 1 and I meant 1 of my goals I did the wii; I actually did 32 minutes. My legs are KILLING me now but I did. The best part was that my 25 yr old daughter couldnt hang LMAO Tomorrow I will being getting picked up @ 7:45 am to go t... Read more
111/365 December Goals
Saturday, November 30, 2013      2 comments

I am doing very basic obtainable goals to help me get back on track the following I WILL DO 1X A WEEK MINIMUM 1. the wii 2. ride the bike 3. go to the gym 4. go for a walk 5. try something new 6. have ME time... Read more
110/365 The Outsider
Saturday, November 16, 2013      6 comments

OUTSIDER Why does she always seem to be the one on the outside She has the fake smile that makes people think every thing is okay While in the grocery or deparment store she avoids all the people She goes to the gym and y... Read more
109/365 Anniversaries
Saturday, November 02, 2013      2 comments

I have been Blessed to have a few a reason to celebrate this week and a few for next week October 31 = 14 yrs of marriage November 2 = 1 yr of living in North Carolina November 6 = 2 mths of my daughter (her 2) living with us Novem... Read more
108/365 Adjusting
Thursday, October 03, 2013      4 comments

Of no fault of anyones; it is very difficult 4 me 2 adjust 2 my dauhgter & her other 2 children living here with us. And as 4 LaLa I know its rough on her @ times having her mother here. My dd gets stuck on the past & the person I was b4 I ... Read more
107/365 Yesterday
Wednesday, October 02, 2013      3 comments

Well basically I spent yesterday in bed. I got up @ 6:30 got La ready 4 school went 2 the bus stop came home and went back to bed. Hubby woke me up around noon made me eat; I went bac 2 bed. La woke me up when she got home from school & I did h... Read more
106/365 Recap
Monday, September 30, 2013      1 comments

Well 2day is the last day of September; the mth just flew by. I didnt do 2 good this mth but its ok. I still havent given up; I m still here so that is something. Every day continues 2 b a struggle but I aint giving up. I m basica... Read more
105/365 October Goals
Monday, September 30, 2013      1 comments

Gonna keep them real simple & prayerfully that means I will stick 2 them 1 - ride bike @ least 4x a wk 2 - go 2 gym @ least 3x a wk 3 - eat a salad or fiber bar @ least 1x a day 4 - replace 1 meal a day w a shake 5 - to... Read more
104/365
Sunday, September 29, 2013      1 comments

this was a mistake so I deleted it... Read more

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