Ups and downs
Thursday, December 22, 2016 3 comments
210. 23. 187. Those are the three numbers I'm focusing on right now. 210, the number I'm starting at right now. I've been hovering around that number for a while and it needs to stop. 23, the number of pounds I need to lose to get to my goal wei... Read more
Forgetting the fat girl
Wednesday, November 19, 2014 4 comments
I was looking through some old pictures from 2010 the other day and couldn't believe that that girl was ME. 345 pounds, unhappy in who I was and where I was headed. I try to think back to that girl and its really hard. Its painful. I know how u... Read more
Wedding Pics and an update
Monday, November 17, 2014 1 comments
Six Weeks till my wedding. AAAHHH!!!!!
Wednesday, August 06, 2014 3 comments
I can't believe the big day, that I've been planning for for two years now is almost here! The final touches are being added, the favors and ceremony cards have been printed and just need to be cut and I have one final dress fitting and I'm pret... Read more
Owning up to my mistakes
Monday, May 05, 2014 4 comments
Scale the past two Mondays after heavy food/alcohol weekends... 195 and 193. By the end of last week I had it down to 188 and then started over with the heavy eating and drinking. Man... that sounds horrible. I need to own up to my mistakes, sin... Read more
Pessimism: Can you change the way you think? Losing some mental weight.
Monday, March 31, 2014 7 comments
I've been a pessimist for as long as I can remember. Optimism has never come easy for me. I grew up as a chubby little girl, over 200 lbs by the time I was a freshman in HS. I lived in the country, didn't really have a lot of friends and on... Read more
Wednesday, January 08, 2014 8 comments
I'm so glad the holidays are over!!! Mainly because of all the food that's around that I, for some reason, was not able to refrain from this year! However, I am sad that my two weeks of vacation went by so quickly... I spent the majority of it ... Read more
Too much baking is making me fat!
Thursday, November 21, 2013 9 comments
Well, I've decided that I need to come back to spark again. Spark helped me so much my first two years of weight loss that I realized its a great tool to utilize to keep you accountable. Honestly, I got a little discouraged with it because as m... Read more
Sept Recap, Oct Goals and wedding update
Wednesday, October 02, 2013 5 comments
Another month come and gone SO fast. Amazing how fast time flies by these days. It doesn't help that I have a wedding to plan for! Eek! We finally found our DJ and I think I found our photographer last night. I also found my dress and it wasn't ... Read more
Which wedding dress!? HELP ME!
Monday, September 23, 2013 27 comments
Setting goals again. September will be my month!
Friday, August 30, 2013 4 comments
Its time to set some goals again. September is right around the corner (ugh!) and I need to see the 170's. These 180's are swell, but they aren't where I want to be. I feel a bit greedy, knowing I've come so far and still want to keep going. Its... Read more
Emergency brain surgery, two years on spark and one year of maintenance.
Wednesday, August 28, 2013 4 comments
The scale and my inches are climbing, in the wrong direction.
Tuesday, August 06, 2013 7 comments
I've lost it. That spark that I had for the first year to year and a half. Now its almost two years since I started this journey and its gone. Two years in 10 days and yes, I'm still 150 pounds down from where I started, but the scale has slowly... Read more
I've lost 150+ pounds...
Monday, July 08, 2013 20 comments
and I still feel like I'm 330+pounds. I know how to lose the weight. I've done it. So why is maintaining 50THOUSAND times harder?! I've seen every number in the 180's probably 50 times now... I just can't seem to break past that 181. And n... Read more
I think I just need to be happy with where I am...
Tuesday, June 04, 2013 10 comments
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