JESSIEALEXY

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Summer 2004~ 120 lbs



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End of 2004~ 110 lbs



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2005~ 106 lbs. scary.


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I am looking foward to getting healthy, thinking healthy, and NOT worrying constantly about a number on a stupid scale, not obsessing, and feeling comfortable in this body again. Letting my body be how it's supposed to be naturally.
My pictures to the left reflect one of my struggles with bulimia. I struggled with and embraced it, going from my highest 160 lbs to lowest 106 lbs. Like most, high school was not good for me. Early on, I was put on anti-depressants and anti-psychotics which perpetuated compulsive eating habits. By senior pictures I hardly recognized myself at 160 & a size 13. What happened?
I got a job at a sub shop after graduation but was determined to take control of my weight.
No use pinpointing anything during those years, but I fell into a very destructive way of thinking that now, at 24, I still cannot keep quiet.


Member Since: 3/4/2009

My Goals:
Stop having dilusional bulimic habits, be ready to make lifestyle changes not binge & rely on purging, to be comfortable with myself and tackle this because it causes me great stress, anxiety, depression and needless self-hatred. Lose 25 lbs healthily no matter how long it takes. Use my body to its full potential. Change my whole self for the better! :)


My Program:
Vegetarian, cutting back on sugar, carbs, dairy, and other foods I don't digest well. Not eating to kill feelings. Continuously learning what works for me personally and what doesn't. Visiting the gym when I can, yoga or pilates at home, and enjoying the outdoors with friends and family.



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  • v KAREN24712
    I have added you as a friend. Hope you reciprocate. Let's support each other in our challenges and journey. emoticon
    4242 days ago
  • v GREG32572
    Oh nice a virgin comment board :D I do enjoy being first
    Just wanted to say hello and thanks for dropping me a line..ill dig that reciepe up for ya and get it posted as soon as I can.

    I hope all is going well with you..keep your chin up and keep fighting

    Greg

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    4404 days ago