on a burn-out
Saturday, May 10, 2008
i'm seriously getting tired of bland food. it seriously seems like that's all i eat. i think i should browse the recipe section to see what's in there. maybe something good will pop up. i wish i could get myself more motivated, but lately it seems like i just am here, going thru the motions. and not even whole-heartedly. really, not even half-heartedly! i guess, ha... i dunno!!! i should be using my sitting time to walk the halls or something. but instead, i'm sitting here typing a blog that probably won't even post. i don't get how people can diet without getting so burnt out. i guess i just haven't got the right attitude. but i'm impatient! i want the weight gone NOW! but it wont work that way. go figure. takes just a couple months to pack it on, the rest of my life to take it off. wow, i'm whining a lot. but seriously! i just don't want to anymore!