Friday, August 01, 2008
Well thr past few days I have been feeling incredibly hungry.. I am not sure why-as since my weight loss surgery almost 1 1/2 yrs ago--I am craving berad and I did conquer my addiction to bread--but i feel like it is haunting me once again..I think i am just so tired of the same foods.. And eating high protein.. I have Lactose intolerance among other gastro probs and other health issues--that one thing or another make me sick ..
Trying to eat right and exercise gets so overwhelmiong doesn't it sometimes--I have to make sure my diabetes stays under control --my BP my Chol etc etc.
Hopefully this is just a case of PMS-tho my gynnie says i moving into the Post Menapauseal stage ..Thats another story! Early Menapause..UGH--well not too early I am 46 now! Yikes
I am just feeling scared that i am gonna gain weight--I have had several plateaus- with up and down with my fluid probs from my kidneys--But I do not like this feeling at all..
Of course the Depression is trying to beat me up also..SO I can use some support and encouragement and prayer once again. I know this feeling and stage will Pass--sooner or later--but do not want to gain weight..
I also think i am eating out of Extreme Boredom sometimes..
God Bless Everyone and Have a Wonderful AUGUST!!!