Feeling down & lonley
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Im feeling lonely and out of sorts i usually get motivated after reading stories from here "and still do" but i read some of the stories how people are so grateful for friends and then i realize i have none. I have not one single girlfriend i can call just to discuss what im thinking,what im doing, i have made my hubby & kids my entire life and i miss having other women just to chat with its very hard to explain how this got this way but i have realized more so now than ever before IM LONELY! Id love to call up a friend and discuss the great things im learning here on SP maybe take my mind off my cravings we could go for a walk or something. How do i get out of this awful way ive made my life? Im in my 50's i have a lot of years ahead of me to be alone. Hohum! Shower & bed sleep always takes my thoughts away and tommorrow is another day.
Sleep well all my online friends