September is not going to be about what I PLAN to do, but what I ACTUALLY do.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
I'm always posting my plans, detailing what I intend to do, how I'll get it done, yada, yada. What I actually get done adds up to less than half the plan, leaving me feeling disappointed in myself.
I feel fat, useless, powerless, helpless; not to the level I did before finding SP, but headed in that direction. This is the first time since joining the site that I've been this emotionally low. I know I'll snap out of it very soon. I know my job stress and long hours are playing a role in this and I need to get some real rest.
I want the new Lynn back. I want to be proud of myself again. I liked that and I'm going to get it back!
So this is the mind game I'll play with myself: I will not post any plans for Sept, I will only post my actual accomplishments. Hopefully, this will take my focus off of what I "failed" to do.
Ironically, this is my September plan.