Don't Let Him In!
Monday, December 20, 2010
For nearly a week I've been thinking about my new years resolution and how to make them goals. I know that I need to write them down and they need to be specific. I'm not feeling well today and decided to stay home. I thought I would blog about my goals. But pessimism started to seep in. I thought about my meeting my weight goal by my birthday and making a new one but Mr. Pessimistic said "Do you really want to go to the gym that much". I thought about my goal of reflecting and writing in my journal at least three times a week and Mr. Pessimistic said "Now you know you aint gonna write in no stupid journal". My head was so foggy I almost forgot about my last one and there was Mr. Pessimistic "Silly fool, You said you were goanna get organized, look at this mess, do you really think this is going to be different than any other time?" Boy do I hate him. I'll have to blog about my goals when he leaves. He only got in today because I was sick and vulnerable.