Saturday, January 15, 2011
Lost my job. Was layed off. Ugh. Stress, yeah.
I am trying to look at the layoff in a better light. I do not miss the stress and the hateful people. And this does give me time to take care of me and I have been able to do more things with my younger daughter. And that I like. I am able to draw unemployment, so that is a plus. And I did want to leave, just on my own terms, not theirs. So just ticked.
I pretty much went to just eating and eating and feeling horrible with the bad weather we have been having. Bad weather makes the arthritis and the Fibro hurt worse.
So I am starting over again. I have put two pictures of me in the kitchen that I HATE. One was at 242. My largest.
I have set two goals. I want to lose 50 pounds and I am done. After 25 I am going to color my hair back to red and I am going to put some strawberry highlights in it also.
My 20th year high school reunion is coming up in May and I want to be at goal when I go. And I will buy lots of cute, cute, cute clothes to wear.
I am going to do the Weight Watchers new Points Plus program for controlling my diet. And I am going to low impact cardio for exercise. I am not going to over stress my body.
I am ready. I can feel it. I am back in a good frame of mind. For a good long while now I have not been ready to finish this. I am now. And I am going to do it.