He doesn't get it
Monday, May 02, 2011
I'm so glad it's Monday. Weekends are a real struggle for me, I have a hard time staying focused and on plan. Weighted myself this morning to calculate the damage, luckily only 2 lbs were sticking. Right back on plan to start the week, I know I can do this..Just need to stay focused.
My biggest obstacle is my Husband, he is forever sabotaging my way of eating, no matter what plan I'm following. We kinda grew fat together problem is I want to do something about it he doesn't. He just keeps eating and bringing in all the goodies to the house, it's horrible and it's so hard not to cave. I've gotten pretty mad at him, but he's not real sensitive..He simple says I should have more will power...What an idiot, I have a food addiction for crying out loud, and it's not like you cant stand to lose 80 lbs yourself buddy. Anyway he just doesn't get it, I'm frustrated and a little sad that I can't get the support I need from the person I love the most.
Despite the hubby obstacle I'm really loving the Sparkpeople website, this place has been so very helpful..I've been tracking my food making sure I'm getting in my suggested calories since I'm following this low carb eating. I've got a hold on the Spark book from the library, so I'm looking forward to checking it out. I'm still struggling with getting enough water, & getting active, but I'm planning a bike ride for tomorrow.