Friday, April 26, 2013
I have always had a love for the moon and last night on my way home from Wal Mart I was lucky enough to see this beauty.
Seeing the moon like that always gives me a good feeling,which lately has been hard for me to find things to feel good about. I am lucky enough to have a daughter on sparks that does her best to help keep me on track. She has also been a great help at telling me how much I need to take my time and get over my friends death in my own way,she was so right. Every time some one would ask me how I was doing I would say I am ok but I wasn't. Last week on my way to breakfast with my sisters,I looked at my sister and said I have been lying. I am not ok I am sad,lonely,hurting and angry. I felt better just admitting that to some one. Things are starting to get better,oh I still miss my dear sweet friend who would always be at his window watching for me to come home if I went away. Now I realize he is with me the whole time I am away and he is very proud of me for getting back out there for my walks and taking pictures. He was always so proud of me for always being out there walking and taking pictures.
Thanks Beth for being so understanding to what I am going through and giving me the support that I needed. Thanks for the skype the other night you have no idea how much of a lift that was for me. Listening to you talk and seeing Carely trying to out talk us it was so fun.