Day 253-273 on the Journey!!- Hitting the "Restart" Button for the LAST time!!
Sunday, April 06, 2014
Well I must first officially confess that for the past couple of days I've been struggling in EVERY way. I was actually doing quite well for two weeks and then the third week when I couldn't get a chance to exercise just threw me off in a MAJOR way.
Anyway I REFUSE to be off anymore. I REFUSE to continue this pointless self-sabotage anymore. I refuse to let this futile cycle continue!! I am therefore hitting the 'reset' button for the last time. Starting tomorrow I am going to track my food and I am going to exercise and I am not going to stop until I achieve my goal weight. I am utterly tired of all the times that I've done great, made progress and then down-spiraled only to undo all of that. There will be NO MORE of that. This is the END of all that pointlessness and the beginning of my success.
I acknowledge that I probably won't have a smooth ride. I acknowledge that I will probably have slip-ups and off days but none of these should totally derail me and restart the dreaded cycle. I'm begging you guys for your support because I know that I can't do this alone. I do so much better with you guys by my side so I beg you guys to drop in every now and again, read my blogs and share a few words of support as I try to do the same for you!!