This is not about failure it is about not passing
Wednesday, September 21, 2016
WARNING THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY SPARK PLAN:
On Monday I found out I did not pass the Florida Bar. I did not fail the bar because failure would mean I am not going to try again, and I refuse to let a test defeat me! It was a very hard pill to swallow to say the least. Every day for twelve hours a day for four months I studied for a test that determines if I can be a lawyer or not. Those four months does not include the grueling 3 1/2 years in law school where I gave up my family and friends, encountered many obstacles and worked the hardest I have ever worked in my life except studying for the bar exam.
I am the type of person when an obstacle occurs I take a day to digest (cry like a baby) then I get up and dust myself off and make a plan. The bad part is this plan will include four months of studying again (giving up my family, friends, and anything not including bar prep), but again I can not let this test defeat me. And I want to be a lawyer, so I will do what I need to do to achieve this goal.
I have about a month before the craziness starts, so I am really going to try and get into a healthy routine of eating and exercising because I think that will only help me. I ask my Spark Friends to please send good vibes, thoughts and prayers my way!!