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Weight up again

Friday, May 05, 2017

Ok, from my lowest weight at 115 lbs to todays weight at 133.4 thats a gain of 18.4 pounds gained back. I would feel worse about it if I hadn't lost a little weight since last week. Just have to get back on track...... again......again.... My goal is 120 lbs but 125 lbs would be ok. I never wanted to get over 130! But here I am again. I really didn't want this to be a life long battle, but I don't know how to get the ultimate victory over my sinful gluttany. I pray, I whine, I cry, I beat myself up, I determine myself to change, I regret, I ask God for forgiveness for once again giving in to Satan's lusts of the flesh, then I find myself eating too much again. I just want out of this continual battle, I want victory. My God is mighty to save! Lord I pray for victory over this continual battle of lust with food, Lord I am weak, Lord I don't even want to give it up! Lord help me! In Jesus name I pray, Amen and Amen!!
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  • L82978
    We all have to be put to the test!
    1550 days ago
    Just keep your head held high keep the faith abd keep moving. You are doing an awsome job. God is with you in this journey. You are never alone.
    1550 days ago
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