Weight up again
Friday, May 05, 2017
Ok, from my lowest weight at 115 lbs to todays weight at 133.4 thats a gain of 18.4 pounds gained back. I would feel worse about it if I hadn't lost a little weight since last week. Just have to get back on track...... again......again.... My goal is 120 lbs but 125 lbs would be ok. I never wanted to get over 130! But here I am again. I really didn't want this to be a life long battle, but I don't know how to get the ultimate victory over my sinful gluttany. I pray, I whine, I cry, I beat myself up, I determine myself to change, I regret, I ask God for forgiveness for once again giving in to Satan's lusts of the flesh, then I find myself eating too much again. I just want out of this continual battle, I want victory. My God is mighty to save! Lord I pray for victory over this continual battle of lust with food, Lord I am weak, Lord I don't even want to give it up! Lord help me! In Jesus name I pray, Amen and Amen!!